The Way To Love

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Love soothes, but only with genuine empathy.

                    Don't remove my struggle from my control.

                              Let me gain the knowledge I need to grow.

                                        Be by my side, watch me heal.

                                                  See the places where it takes me.

Love doesn't fix things. It just eases the conflict. 

                    Don't be the answer to my problems, my wannabe protector.

                              Be my companion on my own personal journey. 

                                        Enjoy my company, enhance my experience,

                                                  and inspire me by the path you take.

Love doesn't happen in a vacuum. It needs you and me, together.

                    Free from distrust, anxiety, worry, anger, and shame.

                              It's a warm place, filled with comfort and ease.

                                        It's a space where wholeness resides.

                                                  Our happy place, created together. 

                                                         

Love feels easy, but people are hard. They're complicated and stupid.

                    Don't sabotage a good thing, intentionally or unintentionally.

                              Remember I'm who you love; you know why you do.

                                        Fill any distance with kindness and care.

                                                  Especially those times when you're sad.

Love always wants more quality-rich lingering moments of sweetness.

                    Any effort on your part to provide them is cherished.

                              Your reward is acquiescence to almost anything.

                                        Comfort and pleasure is had by the both of us.

                                                  Don't hold back. Give me what I crave.

Love is required. And love is needed.                         

Bestie

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I pay attention to your story. It's what a friend is supposed to do.

Unknown

Support, acknowledgement, and love... for you... always.

But the struggles you had when I wasn't there to ease you through, not working through your shit with you and being there to help you stay ahead of what else was coming your way... I'm sorry for that. :(

I'm your friend. Your need is my command... always.

I listen, but I also hear you. You are inside, forged into me so long ago.

Unknown

Best friend means I owe you as much adoration and acceptance as I give myself.

You deserve it.

On Feeling After Always

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It's an intense rush. Feeling pleasure only, the world falling away from under you. It's like being displaced to another dimension. One so exquisite you'd care to stay forever, but the sheer force of ecstasy threatens to exhaust you into annihilation if you dared. You ride the waves until they are only small ripples of pleasure.

After is the calm bliss. The aftermath of the beautiful storm. No tension, no anxiety. Just an easy space your body and your mind relaxes into. It's a place of peace and serenity. Clarity comes easy, and without the baggage of hectic. The engaged in the day-to-day mind is on hold, erased from your existence for a short time. You flourish in a liquid feel of comfort and ease. An intentional personal escape from reality.

Oh, to be in the After state of mind every minute of every day! Who wouldn't want to have an existence of pure bliss? Utterly at peace in your mind and in your being. What life interjects would no longer be an issue because your response is one of not being affected... by any of it. Your inner peace rules how life is perceived.

If there is a utopia, I imagine it would look and feel just like that.

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My Own Creation

Not buying into the construct of societal norms anymore.
                               They don't make you happy.

Going to be the creative genius of my own definition.
                                I'll be the designer of my destiny.

I will decide what looks normal in my world.
                                Being tired and dissatisfied is not normal.

My passions are my guide and my inspiration.
                                I will live and leave life feeling satiated and happy.

I am deciding who I am and what I will offer this world.
                                My only purpose is to grace this existence by living fully.

Feeling So Many Different Directions Today

Artist Unknown

The day began like any other; the sunlight woke me up. I smiled really big.

Then I remembered I forgot it was supposed to be a very special day.

One filled with laughter, joy and a reverence for love... the usual for a day belonging only to us. But instead the hours flowed from one chore into the next accompanied by intense feelings which were both distant and reflective. There were tears too.

But it wasn't all bad. I daresay even uplifting. Good friends reminded me that I was special and deserving of their love. That was cause for happy tears.

I've heard it said that shopping solves nothing. This trip did though. Tonight it will be a comfort to me in so many ways. Let's hope it carries me through until the days are filled with less what ifs.

I cherish the special people making this day feel lighter. You helped, and I thank you for that.

And to those who made this day normal-seeming, I owe you a debt of gratitude as well. I got through it with less damage.

Tomorrow will begin again like any other day. And I'll smile really big again.

Hopefully, my feelings will stay the course.

I Belong To Me

"I'm not yours... I'm mine."

Susi Bocks

I Won't Tell You "I Told You So"

*deep sorrowful sigh

I'm sorry. So, so sorry. 

I didn't succeed in saving you from your fate.

You're broken now. The trust is gone, and so are your reserves. Your faith in love is shattered. It seems utterly unbelievable to have made it to this place of darkness. But you're here now... and I'm hurting with you, dearest.

Oh pain, please just go away! Leave him alone. The agony is too much for tender shoulders to bear. Ease up... I beg you.

You'll get through this, people say. It doesn't feel like that when you're in the thick of it though. But know this... I'm here till the tears stop rolling, the deep ache subsides and the reality of moving on alone becomes easier to accept. Whatever you need, love... I promise.

I'm here for you. Always.