Friday, July 31, 2015
Thursday, July 30, 2015
Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Friday, July 17, 2015
Bottom line - you have everything in front of you, keep your eyes wide open. What comes out of their mouths has to match their behavior.
Beware of mendacious humans.
Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Endings... good or bad, I've suffered. And still...
I'm caged right now by my past experience, wrestling with current thoughts or desires.
Needs arise when the past introduces itself into my present. Deep aching ensues.
Inner turmoil. Will it finally pass?
Thursday, July 9, 2015
Monday, July 6, 2015
Underneath the hate is a love aching to be healed, and also to love again. Deeply. Better next time.
I buried my love for you, but you helped push it deeper down, and away from sight. Waiting for a rebirth.
Will it happen?
Is it possible to love again after so much pain?
Will I choose it or continue with my hate?
Achingly slow is the process to healing. One justified reason after another makes me take my time to resolve this pain.
Some I will never return to, their infliction was just too much to bear. Others will remain within my battlefield for a long time until there is no longer hate, but also no longer any love to speak of or feel. Then there are those who are worthy of me to gift again with my precious love. I or rather we, work together to remove the camouflage of hate.
Thursday, July 2, 2015
I forge a determined path of beneficial destruction. Getting down to the business of leaving behind broken enemies, in-your-face liars, betrayers and the down-right unlikable. The self-empowered road stakes a claim on a sane future. I'm surrounded by genuine words, friends and actions.
Behold this better life... the one I am deserving of.